Sorry I've been pretty quiet this week, not much going on, and I've had a bad case of the miserables. Today was better, not spectacular, but better. Got up, went walking at the park I've been walking at...figured out why I'm getting winded there faster, it's got a bit of an incline, enough that couch potato me has to work a little harder. Still, made a decent amount of walking at the park, then threw the weekly store run, mail/packages and taking out the trash to make goal for the day.

Got the last of my Spawning Day gifts (thank Cthulhu for gift cards), Guillermo del Toro's 'Cabinet of Curiosities'. Basically a giant book on him fanpersoning about what he loves. Should be fun. I've also been doing chores, aiming for low hanging fruit so I can say 'At least I got X accomplished'.

Books are my escape. Mythos, history and scifi. Been on a quasi marathon of the SyFy spook show, 'Paranormal Witness', which has taught me inhuman spirits seem to prefer country music for some reason.

In other news...Fedora has a new version out...I see a lot of upgrading this weekend. *grabs install ISOs from the download site* Though I'll probably be doing in place upgrades via dnf/yum.

That's about it, anxiety has been pretty high, today not as much though. Not sure if it's something I did, or didn't do, or what. But I'm going to try make tomorrow a repeat, go walking after I wake up vs at dusk. I know what I really need to do is get my resume completed and handed out and find a job...but I'm so dreading the process of job hunting (Low self esteem makes the process a nightmare) that I'm finding/making up reasons to put it off. *sigh* I know it's a problem, I know I need to put on my big cultist robes and just do it already, but...terror. *sigh* I'm a bit of a mess, but that's not news to anyone.

So that's the state of the fox. Could be better, could be much worse. Ok, I'm out of words...so I'll catch you all later. *waves a tentacle*