Got up this morning early, after going to bed way early last night due to
yesterday's vapor lock. Got up, got the usual done. Didn't really get
motivated on anything til a friend of mine messaged me about a contract
position at where he works was opening up. Since said friend really enjoys
his job, I decided to take this as a sign to get my ass in gear...
So I promptly had an anxiety attack. Blah. Took my xanax, flaked a bit,
then put on my big cultist robes and started just poking around, rereading
friends' resumes, looking for examples, and bit by bit I got it done. Note
to self, Holst's 'Mars, Bringer of War' is good resume inspiration. Bit
by bit, I got it done, and LinkedIn updated. I just emailed it off to
some friends for eyeballs. Glaaahhhh. *thud*
So, yeah...I'm hoping this will work out. I'd prefer a perm position,
but both me and my friend think that if I can get my foot in the door, they'll
love me and keep me forever. And even if they don't, it's a job, it's income
and I can still jobhunt while contracting. So we'll see. If nothing
else, this was the kick in the ass I needed to get things moving along.
*deep breaths*
So, to wind down, I'm reinstalling some VMs. Yeah, I calm myself in the
weirdest ways. I also have an Asylum disaster flick playing, 'Asteroid
vs Earth'. Once the movie is done, I'll go off to do my day's walking,
come home, make dinner and see what happens tonight. So, any long term
good thoughts you have, I could use them. Ok, catch you guys later.
Wedneday of the try harder
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